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    October 17

    新习性

    每天用摄像头检查我血肉模糊的耳朵,等那耳钉自己掉出去说不定我就圆满了

    以下是最难以忍受的时候留下的胡言乱语= =

     

    剧烈的抽痛,红肿着,有脓水从里面淌出来

    我固执的不肯拔掉那里钉着的作为我痛苦来源的金属

    穿透的皮肉背面本来用于固定的部分被严重肿起来的组织生生顶掉了,

    但只要它没自己从伤口中掉下来,即使溃烂,我也不想主动拔掉它

    真的很疼

    可是每当我用手指顺着肢体的轮廓描摹时,都能碰触到只剩不到1mm的露在外面的金属的尖端,紧跟着而来的一阵刺痛就告诉自己,我想要在那里留下的痕迹,还是有着形成的希望

    因为那么想要,即使怎么疼痛,也能接受

     


    切割,撕咬,灼烧

    我用所有没有经历过的想象中的情景形容那痛苦

    用当下的难以忍受,换取一个不确定的未来的希望

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    rockiy reewrote:
    可不血腥嘛,我都放弃一个了,昨天还出了不少血,果然老了,伤口难愈合啊
    Jan. 31
    Yu Huwrote:
    没事找罪受!
    所以在下了2年的决心后我一直都没有敢去打耳洞,就是因为看了你们这些反面的教材!太血腥了!
     
    Jan. 10

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